Cup o' Joe and Tea Too

I guess this is my new "tribe" of birds... Blue is the name I gave my young cockerel not so original he is a blue marans .. He has put himself in the grow out coop the pop door of it feeds to a shared yard with the main coop .. Red my EE rooster is 5 or 6 months older than Blue scared the tar out of Blue View attachment 2022285View attachment 2022287
another good looking rooster, forgive me but i have a thing for good looking roosers, come to think of it, ugly roosters too :lau
 
I too lost a child at 2 years. I carried on as you have to with 2 other children a new baby and a 4 year old. Eventually things caught up with me and went into depression. Husband was at a loss at how to hope with me, children, job and keeping it all together. We lived away from family and I was no help. Slowly I started to take notice, just a little at at a time. Our home was a dirty tip but I read somewhere to keep it slow but steady. I cleaned one work surface in the kitchen, next day I worked on another area then slowly I got control of the house looking after the children and my life came back together.
I feel for anyone who has had depression. People don't understand if they have not had to experience it.
I go with the flow these days. As long as I don't hurt anyone else I do what I want when I want.
Keeping my rescue chickens and adding a couple more gives me so much pleasure. Life can change so much by doing little things that we like to do or enjoy.
 
I've always been sensitive, intense, and turbulent. I don't want to lose parts of who I am, even though they should maybe be managed in healthier ways.
Don't change. Feeling is caring and there's nothing wrong with caring. The world would be a terrible lace if everyone was a hard nut. You will get through this. One day you will think Oh! I laughed a something, or maybe you will have had a good sleep. Just believe that this is now but tomorrow will arrive what ever is happening today.
I wish you well.
 
I think I wrote the book on depression and have probably talked about it on many of the threads over the years. Once you open up about it, you find more and more folks who have it or have experienced in in the past.

I've gotten off my med(after too many years of use) and don't miss it. But then winter never did depress me. Everyone around here is miserable during the winter, so it's all good. It's summer when everyone is having all the fun of a Coke commercial, that I used to get down.
Even though they were mostly doing things that didn't interest me.

Well I've gotta go, see it is 5:15 am and have to be up in less than 3 hrs. for the bus - unless the dispatcher cancels it again.
 

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