I've missed you, Cynthia! And I've missed the encouragement of this thread as well as simply the awesome BYC community.:hugs
Busy with life! LOL! Oh, and also Israel. I went there this spring!:woot:eek:
I feel you 100%. But, you're right. In times like this we must rely on God and live by faith and not sight. We don't SEE the good but there is always good in our circumstances. God never will lead us to something that won't grow and change us in some way.